I?ve been training to be a DP and have shot about 15 short films, 1 Television pilot, 2 music videos, and recently my first feature. The unfortunate thing is that since film school (NYFA) they have all been on video. Main reason for that has been the independent scene here in Boston tends to want video. It?s been great because it has forced me to be ultra creative with video and stretch the limits of the format putting me high on this towns list, but there is always that tugging at my heart to become a ?professional? and that means finally shoot film. I have spent time slowly familiarizing myself with the gear and have surrounded myself with an exceptional lighting and camera crew. But I just haven?t had the chance to put my hands on the format and screw it up(I say that because I?m sure I will the first time and actually look forward to it. Seem to learn more that way). My strength has always been camera work (compositions and movement), lighting has taken me much longer to master (mainly back to the Indi thing again. Producers don?t want the large units or crew needed to maintain the lovely big sources). Needless to say it?s very frustrating. Sure I can go crew for people as a grip or AC (I?ve done it in the past). Carrying C-Stands and babysitting Lenses has taught me a lot so far. It just doesn?t give you the chance to test your concepts and skills as a DP. I know almost everyone on here is in the same boat, and I?m really not expecting the golden answer that will solve all my problems. There is a reason why most DP?s are over 40..haha. And no one is ready to pull someone up through the ranks just to have them take the future jobs. So I will keep struggling and if anyone has any tips or suggestions in which direction to struggle I would appreciate it greatly! Thanks for being here and continuing to inspire!