I know what you mean, but what really frustrates me is that i am no available to do what i want to do. I am still a student, but i am now living in Argentina, where the film industry is small, comparing to any other countries. What really costs me is that, the fact that everything costs a lot more, specially in equipments, where almost every item would cost as twice or even more comparing to the US, then your salary is 4 times less in the US, so makes things more than 8 times harder to do. As for now i have done several shorts and none of them were good, besides lack of acknowledges, equipment and budgets, the stories were all bad, that's because when i came up with something, my classmates come up with something else, then it became a recipe for a disaster.
I do my best and learn from the mistakes, there will always be something good to make in my head, but to really make it real as the way i thought, is another matter. Good thing is that you learn from that, knowing what not to do.
Feel really bad about the work you did? yeah of course, but then you stand up and grow experience from it. At least in your case was falling into a lame story telling film production and lack of quality of the work.